Thanks ladies! It's nice to know that there are others who understand the heartache
They're coming to get the other two strays today to get them tested for Cancer, crossing my fingers that they don't find anything! although, if they do have cancer, I certainly would not want them to be suffering through it! The vet said that it spreads rapidly in animals and can cause lots of pain and suffering, so I may have to make another hard decision again today! *sigh* But, this time I've prepared myself for the worst
In a way it will be a relief to not have that responsibility anymore, but it just hurts my heart to let them go!